TGIF

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!!!!
Do you ever wonder what fate has in store for you?? We have been wanting a child since we planned getting married. With years and years of trying we realized we needed to looking towards another path and decided on adoption. We researched domestic and international adoption. Weighing the pro's and con's of each. We decided on China and made our way through the paperwork and finally after all the ups and downs we finally had our paperwork in China. Yippie! Well, that was over a year ago and my have things changed in China. The wait has gone from 8 months when we signed with our agency to a possible 3 yr wait. Wow you must think! :-)

We have been questioned by friends and family about the wait and how we should go on another path. We have decided that we are meant for Emma and she is in China. When we will get her...only god knows. We have to believe this is our path right????

Just when you think you know everything, a light shines in the darkness with a possible path that we never even considered. A path that could possibly give you what you have always dreamed of having and have waiting so long for... a child. We are NOT abandoning or even thinking of abandoning Emma at all. We love Emma and know that one day next year or in 2009 we will be flying to China to bring our daughter home. We just think god might also have another plan for us too. Only, do we do this? What are the risks? Its scary to even think about it. What if someone offered to have a child for you?? What would you do? Or could this even be a possibility? All questions we need to search deep within ourselves. Wow!