When will Emma come HOME

Today is a blue day! Actually all week has been a blue day. I was very upset to learn CCAA had only sent 2 days. That really stinks!!!!!! I have tried to stay positive about this process. I am finally admitting that Summer 2008 might be when Emma comes home. I do have a little hope that some how and some way she will be home sooner! One can only hope!

I know people are trying to figure out whether to hang in here with the wait or to try another path. You cannot blame people at all. Do not think that I myself have not had those thoughts. I have many many times. I just always come back to knowing our daughter is in china. I would feel like we abandoned her and I cannot turn away just because of a wait. I have waited my whole life for a child. I have wanted to be a mom since I can remember. What is another 12+ months? Its hard and sad and makes me very angry at times but, I think in the long run when we are handed our daughter, all this will fade away. (I hope!) I am waiting for you Emma! How ever long that is honey!